Kaz#2215
Male
Sweden
Life
The person I love ❤️
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I guess this is my final goodbye, my au revoir and adjö to this server at least after the 31st. I hope that I will be able to keep on talking with as many as possible after PGM/OCN is gone and I will stay in touch with anyone that wants to still. I'm unsure if I will stick around on Hampton or not but only time will really tell. I guess Overcast has been a big part of my life, not only Overcast but also the players. I have met so many great friends on here, some people that I talk to every day and would be able to share pretty much anything with. I'm really glad because of this. It has been a little over 4 years since I first joined this server and in the start I was never a part of the community and I even became inactive for 1-2 years before I came back and started interacting with others. Some of those people went inactive but some others are still here like me. I think that if it wasn't for me actually talking with others plus discovering the forums I would probably be doing something else right now and I wouldn't be writing this. I don't know what I would have been doing if ocn wasn't here but I'm not upset about that or anything, I'm happy that I spent time here and got the chance to meet everyone. It's true that now on later days that I have also become more and more inactive and have started to play less and less and if it wasn't for others I would probably have left a while ago. You might be asking or thinking when you're reading this if I'm sad about ocn disappearing, the truth is that yes I'm slightly sad about it but personally I have mostly moved on already. As stated above the only reason I'm still here is because of others. I can't really thank everyone of my friends enough for all the good times and moments on here. But yea now I'm probably starting to repeat myself so I guess I should round this off, once again thank you everyone for everything hope that we can still keep in touch and good luck in life!
I didn't really have a reason for writing all these things on here. Some people will most likely dislike the things said but maybe someone likes them and can reflect in them and they might help in some way. Question it all you want, it's your choice what to think of it.
If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. - Unknown
There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds. - Laurell K. Hamilton, Mistral's Kiss
Losing your life is not the worst thing that can happen. The worst thing is to lose your reason for living. - Jo Nesbø
The best weapon against an enemy is another enemy. - Friedrich Nietzsche
A bullet can kill the enemy, but a bullet can also produce an enemy, depending on whom that bullet strikes. - Tim O'Brien
Sorry
When everything seems lost what are you supposed to do? Keep going even if you don't see a reason for it?
In your final moment will you regret anything or will you think that if some things didn't happen you wouldn't have come so far?
When you are taking your last breath what will be your final thought? Will you think of everything that will disappear or will you think about what will happen after it all ends?
A few people care about others and really try their best to help them but at the same time there is people that only care about themself.
You can be scared to ask someone something for different reasons, you might be scared of the answer itself or how they will react to your question.
Life can be a mess at times.
Some people really love bringing up demons from the past, things that others would gladly forget.
At times you can truly feel useless, you want to help someone but you can't.
Sometimes you can feel like you really are worthless just remember or hope that you aren't and there is someone that cares for you still.
Are my efforts useless or do they actually have a meaning?
Remember that if you are having a bad time that's still no excuse for being an asshole towards others.
When everything is over you can be sure that death will whisper in your ear and you will wonder if there was something you forgot to do while you still had time.
Asking someone how they are feeling is pretty easy, the difficult thing is knowing if they are telling the truth or not.
When you see someone send a message somewhere else and ignore you then you will truly wonder if you are hated.
Some people care about life more than others, certain people see value in it and others don't.
People are different, some people show a lot of their feelings while others keep them locked away.
Finding good friends can be difficult, one second they want someone to talk with and the next second they hate you.
If you are talking with someone and even if it's a close friend be careful with what you say, you don't want to regret it later.
When you are feeling down you will begin to wonder if anyone will notice it, but what will you say if they do?
What is the meaning of living on and being here? Is there one? I don't know the answer to this.
Will there ever come a time when nothing will bother me or destroy everything?
If it wasn't for these people and a whole lot of others I would probably have left a while ago, I'm happy to still be here and to have met you all.
Thank you
| | | | | | | | | | | | | Shoutout to Witmoos64, Taxe, SharknadoSeven, iMasky and Creephunter aswell. Thanks for being great friends.Chaos
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Thanks for making my skin Thanks for helping me with this profileDoes life have a meaning?
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